ada ke patut...

Whenever I want to do something for myself, ada saja rintangan yang melanda. Kejap kejap ;

Izzati, we all nak keluar ni. Jom ikut sekali, nak pergi jumpa Opah dengan Ayah Yop dekat Sg. Buloh. 

Susah betul la kalau macam ni. And seperti selalunya, I REFUSE. And then Abi masuk campur pulak. Lagi la bertambah havoc. Abi's line has and will always be like this ;

Jangan sampai Abi marah kat awak. Nanti susah...

Dalam hati I ;

Please la. Bukan I tak nak jumpa Opah. But I've got something to do. Lagipun, I hate to go out with the whole family. Especially when there's  __ __ __    __ __ __ __. Let it just be a secret la. Anyways, you guys just wouldn't understand how my family are. It's totally un-imagine-able.

I tak tahu kenapa tapi sejak kebelakangan ni, I rasa malas sangat nak keluar jalan-jalan dengan family I. I don't know whether this is a good or a bad sign. I feel like there's no more fun to go out with family. I prefer keluar dengan kawan-kawan. Although I don't do that often. But still. I rather stay at home and watch tv or something. Sigh...